Rollercoaster

I don't like this ride anymore
Sometimes I doubt there is any ground under my feet

I never liked such kind of attractions cause they make me sick

I stopped fighting with my inner voices - they always defeat

So I fasten my belt and again let this shit make me weak
And clowns laugh
Up! Your life is goddamn flowless

But the peak is close and you're getting nervous

Now you're sharply falling down

You wanna scream and cry because this time you're done

Please, don't throw away your ticket

Couse this ice-cream boy will wanna try and pick it

Kindly wave to your imposter

You're not getting off this rollercoaster
I'd try to ask for help, but my own hand is shutting my mouth

My day time happy smile at night drawns in a deep pool of tears

I am homeless because every home feels like some stranger's house

Begging nightmares to leave me alone, but - again - they appear
And they scream
Up! Your life is goddamn flowless

But the peak is close and you're getting nervous

Now you're sharply falling down

You wanna scream and cry because this time you're done

Please, don't throw away your ticket

Couse this ice-cream boy will wanna try and pick it

Kindly wave to your imposter

You're not getting off this rollercoaster
I don't like this ride anymore

(To tell the truth, I never wanted to go there, I'm so worn out)

I'll jump off if it ain't slow down or someone show up

And help me to get down