Place I Call My Home

I'm driving past my memories to see my future’s light
I may not have a chance to change my fate but then I might
I’m tired of all the nightmares, that I’m carrying in my heart
I hope the end is near, but I pray for second start

I’m riding all this miles cause I have never had before
I’m keepin all my troubles, I wanna have some more
I wonder how much time I need to find where belong
I’m searching for the place – the place I call my home

I’m just a lonely rider, I’m honest and sincere
My horse is slowing down, the end is very near
I have my strength  reserved so I can walk and I can crawl
The road that I must travel is marshy, after all

I’ve a lot of women, I’ve drank lots of wine
I have to pay my debts, cause running out of time
The wind is blowing low, and river’s staying still
So tell me who’s the next one, for writing my last will